Today is a memorable day for someone. I've known him for almost 4 years now but lost contact about 2 years ago. It's actually more like blocking and deleting each other's e-mail address in MSN. Nevertheless, I shall not forget those times. It was actually one of my most happiest moments in my life. Without him, I wouldn't even be here typing. You can say he saved my life. Thank you very much. I realized my silliness of injuring myself just to get your attention. I don't think I'll ever do that again. :) Today is his birthday. I'm not sure whether it's real or not because many people(my friends) doubt his existence in reality. They think it's just a person that Carmen created online. But I don't think Carmen will do that 'cause he hurt me as in mentally a lot. So, yea...I thought I just wanna wish him a happy birthday. Don't worry, I've not talked about him with Carmen for a long time. I don't think so I'll ever fall in love with him again. I've made a promise to myself that I'll never fall in love again because it's just too painful for me to bear. Although I want to get married next time and have kids of my own. LOL How old am I to talk about love and marriage?? No matter what...I'll just wish him and blah off..
Happy Birthday, David.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Friday, April 30, 2010
ミサコーちゃん...これどうぞ Ashley
I'm so proud of naming you Misako...The name is beautiful. LOL
OKAY, here are the comments.
@nice(this are all your topics' names)
OMG wHO IN THE WORLD IS THIS GUY?? sHOW ME!!
@Convooo
This is based on my experience...I'm sorry to say but you like him. haha does your mum know about it? lol and what's with your introduction?
This sentence proves it. YOU DIG HIM :) Sweaty, wad a name haha
@Sweaty
Married to apple dessert right...lol have a relationship with madonna's daughter. This is what happens when you have friends from all around the world. Who's Cherry??
@~_~ I DON'T LIKE HIM
too bad. Don't deny it..deep down somewhere in your heart, you like him. Show 'him' to me! I'll shall give him a piece of my mind..Grade 8...I'm two years older than him(F.Y.I. I'm Grade 10). LOL Same age with Way Hinn. I mean the guy.
Haru-chan? hu's that? A Japanese? I wanted to lend you the dvd. I'm still keeping it but you didn't come to my house. Yes, I finish Airhead long time ago. Eh, don't exaggerate on the 'yuu' can or not?
@Ice Kacang Puppy Love
Ya know he looks kinda like Sakurai Sho from Arashi. You know who's sakurai or not??
Shelly bought three Arashi concert dvds and the cds are still with me. I wanted to watch it with you. My mum watched it and she loves them more and more by the day. LOL
She even explain who is who and what is what to my brother's girlfriend. Eh how did you make the green thingy?
@Back to School.../Sports Day Tryouts
You know he's in Clover and yet you ask him. You totally like him larr..Eww, disgusting man...you ate someone's saliva. It's still the same phone right? Can you sms? Cause you always don't reply my messages whenever I text you. and do you know that if you put the convo between you and sweaty the whole world will know about it?
OHH....SO HIS NAME IS...(the same English name as my brother xp) What the hell his is born in the year of 1990?? Or is he faking his age?? He's looking for a relationship when he is in a relationship with someone. BTW You were too
straight forward when you ask him about apple dessert. You just met someone and you started asking him about someone whom he might have a special relationship with. That's so obvious ya noe..But he's in ...Sr. High School '09. Isn't that for seniors like 17 or 18?? HOW old is he man?That school is in America right? I'm gonna hunt him down. Akanishi is performing in Club Nokia. Ans if I'm not mistaken there's where they have American Idol. Damn..oh, he hate Sayfol too. I see some similarities here. AND he likes animals. you said that right?Saw his picture...and yea...btw the way he look and dresses up, he definitely like lalas which you and I hate.
MAN....it's very long...I hope you enjoyed my comments. LOL
OKAY, here are the comments.
@nice(this are all your topics' names)
OMG wHO IN THE WORLD IS THIS GUY?? sHOW ME!!
@Convooo
This is based on my experience...I'm sorry to say but you like him. haha does your mum know about it? lol and what's with your introduction?
Influenced by my "aunt".??
umm.. im ashley.. im a new girl in ur school.. n i juz need more friends in Sayfol. sry if im disturbing u..
This sentence proves it. YOU DIG HIM :) Sweaty, wad a name haha
@Sweaty
Married to apple dessert right...lol have a relationship with madonna's daughter. This is what happens when you have friends from all around the world. Who's Cherry??
@~_~ I DON'T LIKE HIM
too bad. Don't deny it..deep down somewhere in your heart, you like him. Show 'him' to me! I'll shall give him a piece of my mind..Grade 8...I'm two years older than him(F.Y.I. I'm Grade 10). LOL Same age with Way Hinn. I mean the guy.
Haru-chan? hu's that? A Japanese? I wanted to lend you the dvd. I'm still keeping it but you didn't come to my house. Yes, I finish Airhead long time ago. Eh, don't exaggerate on the 'yuu' can or not?
@Ice Kacang Puppy Love
Ya know he looks kinda like Sakurai Sho from Arashi. You know who's sakurai or not??
Shelly bought three Arashi concert dvds and the cds are still with me. I wanted to watch it with you. My mum watched it and she loves them more and more by the day. LOL
She even explain who is who and what is what to my brother's girlfriend. Eh how did you make the green thingy?
@Back to School.../Sports Day Tryouts
You know he's in Clover and yet you ask him. You totally like him larr..Eww, disgusting man...you ate someone's saliva. It's still the same phone right? Can you sms? Cause you always don't reply my messages whenever I text you. and do you know that if you put the convo between you and sweaty the whole world will know about it?
OHH....SO HIS NAME IS...(the same English name as my brother xp) What the hell his is born in the year of 1990?? Or is he faking his age?? He's looking for a relationship when he is in a relationship with someone. BTW You were too
straight forward when you ask him about apple dessert. You just met someone and you started asking him about someone whom he might have a special relationship with. That's so obvious ya noe..But he's in ...Sr. High School '09. Isn't that for seniors like 17 or 18?? HOW old is he man?That school is in America right? I'm gonna hunt him down. Akanishi is performing in Club Nokia. Ans if I'm not mistaken there's where they have American Idol. Damn..oh, he hate Sayfol too. I see some similarities here. AND he likes animals. you said that right?Saw his picture...and yea...btw the way he look and dresses up, he definitely like lalas which you and I hate.
MAN....it's very long...I hope you enjoyed my comments. LOL
Dilemma
Ah, today is the last day in April...Tomorrow will be the 1st of May which is my mom's birthday. I don't know what to give her...That's why I'm having a dilemma now. My brother and his girlfriend are bringing my mum and I out for dinner. Yipee~~ :)
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Shelly bought Arashi Anniversary Concert 2009. She said it's very. very nice + lots of fountains + fireworks. Johnny K is seriously amazing. But I'm not sure if she watched finish already or not.
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Shelly bought Arashi Anniversary Concert 2009. She said it's very. very nice + lots of fountains + fireworks. Johnny K is seriously amazing. But I'm not sure if she watched finish already or not.
Friday, April 9, 2010
Sport's Day~~
haha this year's sports day isn't very nice...'cause Keruing didn't win first place lol. But I got sore throat and slight fever after coming back from the stadium. We have to sit under the hot sun. How nice...
1st place: Merbau
2nd place: Jati
3rd place: Cengal(amazing...I can't believe Cengal won us)
4th place: Keruing (my house :) )
5th place: Meranti
I miss those glory days when Keruing won first..It was only for one year though which is last year. The guys from our house won all three categories for Olaragawan kelas 1, 2 and 3. Belle was like saying "how come we won all three olahragawan and yet we didn't get 1st place. lol so true :D But honestly, I think the girls in my house are not good at running. There's this girl that walk for about 200metres for the 4x400metres race. How stupid is that. No offense! Even when I ran for that event when I was Form 2, I didn't even walk. I was so tired.
My friends cheered for me when I ran. I was about to give up when I hear people cheering. :) That is why everyone should go and cheer for the house members. It can help motivate them and keep them from giving up. I don't care, I must win a medal next year. The medal is made of metal. I like the clinging sound it made when two metals hit each other. Is there any chance for me? I won a silver for the 4x400meters event two years ago but it's made out of plastic. Furthermore, next year is my last year. Perhaps I should start working out now. :)
1st place: Merbau
2nd place: Jati
3rd place: Cengal(amazing...I can't believe Cengal won us)
4th place: Keruing (my house :) )
5th place: Meranti
I miss those glory days when Keruing won first..It was only for one year though which is last year. The guys from our house won all three categories for Olaragawan kelas 1, 2 and 3. Belle was like saying "how come we won all three olahragawan and yet we didn't get 1st place. lol so true :D But honestly, I think the girls in my house are not good at running. There's this girl that walk for about 200metres for the 4x400metres race. How stupid is that. No offense! Even when I ran for that event when I was Form 2, I didn't even walk. I was so tired.
My friends cheered for me when I ran. I was about to give up when I hear people cheering. :) That is why everyone should go and cheer for the house members. It can help motivate them and keep them from giving up. I don't care, I must win a medal next year. The medal is made of metal. I like the clinging sound it made when two metals hit each other. Is there any chance for me? I won a silver for the 4x400meters event two years ago but it's made out of plastic. Furthermore, next year is my last year. Perhaps I should start working out now. :)
Friday, April 2, 2010
April Fool!
Today( 1st of April) we have PE class on our 1st & 2nd period. We went to the gym to do jengkauan melunjur I'm not sure if the spelling's right. Shelly and I finish doing. So we were playing with the gym equipments. It's called...something something horse. I don't remember the name. I didn't manage to do it. I ended up sitting on it. then, Shelly said she want to try. She hesitated for a moment and ask "How to do this ady ah?" So, I thought I was going to show her(I saw the girls doing it on Let's Go Dream Team Season 2). Without realization, both of us did it on the same time. You can guess what happen next. Both of us hit our head. You can hear a loud 'bong' sound. It's so painful that we have putting pressure on it while rolling on the mat. Puan Nazeema was like "hah, hah, main lagi." LOL nevertheless, it was fun. I wonder how Nino and Sho(?) did it without banging their head. Shelly was like saying "I think they did it on the long one." haha nice experience.
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After PE, Shelly and I shared a cubicle to change back to our pinafore. Saw, the master mind did something to our door. Our school toilet's door have two locks. One on the inside and one on the outside. I heard Saw whispering like going and keep quiet something like that. So Shelly and I thought that will pretend to leave us alone in the toilet. But after we finish changing, we realized they locked the toilet from the outside. We can't go out. We were stuck inside. We yelled and banged the door. Shelly threw her shoe out because of frustration. LOL After about 3-4 minutes, Pan kicked Shelly's shoes the the door and open the door. She bolted after wards. Only left Carmen outside the the entrance.
When we return to class, Saw was running away from us. LOL What a nce April Fool joke. haha thanks anyway...it made today more memorable. :)
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After PE, Shelly and I shared a cubicle to change back to our pinafore. Saw, the master mind did something to our door. Our school toilet's door have two locks. One on the inside and one on the outside. I heard Saw whispering like going and keep quiet something like that. So Shelly and I thought that will pretend to leave us alone in the toilet. But after we finish changing, we realized they locked the toilet from the outside. We can't go out. We were stuck inside. We yelled and banged the door. Shelly threw her shoe out because of frustration. LOL After about 3-4 minutes, Pan kicked Shelly's shoes the the door and open the door. She bolted after wards. Only left Carmen outside the the entrance.
When we return to class, Saw was running away from us. LOL What a nce April Fool joke. haha thanks anyway...it made today more memorable. :)
How are seedless grapes grown?
Have you ever wondered how are seedless grapes grown? I was thinking about it when I ate them. Due to my curiosity, I went onl9 to check and here it is...
Seedless grapes cannot be grown in the conventional way, from seeds. Therefore, to produce a new plant, growers take cuttings from other seedless grape plants and root them.
Although the exact origin of seedless grapes is unknown, it's possible that they were first cultivated thousands of years ago in the regions presently defined as Iran and Afghanistan. The seedless grape originated by way of a genetic mutation (called stenospermoscarpy) in which the hard seed casing failed to develop.
One the most popular varieties of seedless grape today is the green Thompson seedless grape. Ninety percent of all raisins are made from this variety of grape.
Sources: Feldman, David. Why Do Clocks Run Clockwise? and Other Imponderables, pp. 218-19; Sutton, Caroline, and Duncan M. Anderson. How Do They Do That?, pp. 98-100.
yup...like that...:D
Seedless grapes cannot be grown in the conventional way, from seeds. Therefore, to produce a new plant, growers take cuttings from other seedless grape plants and root them.
Although the exact origin of seedless grapes is unknown, it's possible that they were first cultivated thousands of years ago in the regions presently defined as Iran and Afghanistan. The seedless grape originated by way of a genetic mutation (called stenospermoscarpy) in which the hard seed casing failed to develop.
One the most popular varieties of seedless grape today is the green Thompson seedless grape. Ninety percent of all raisins are made from this variety of grape.
Sources: Feldman, David. Why Do Clocks Run Clockwise? and Other Imponderables, pp. 218-19; Sutton, Caroline, and Duncan M. Anderson. How Do They Do That?, pp. 98-100.
yup...like that...:D
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I'm sorry... :(
That day, I chatted with him. I'm so sorry I didn't realized it. What kind of person am I? He sounded so sad that day. I'm so, so sorry. If I've paid more attention that day, I would've noticed it. I don't know what to do now...All I can do is only praying. Hoping that things will get better for him. If only I have noticed it, he'll probably tell me about it and then I'll be able to comfort him. Now I can't even find him. What am I to do? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Darn it!!!!! Nothing is worth more than making him happy...I'm losing my loved ones one by one. I don't want to lose him too. I've already lost %%% and then %%%. Now I don't want to lose %%% which is my childhood friend, my best friend, and the person that shared the same blood with me. I'm so selfish. Why do I keep losing things??? Especially the ones that I treasured the most. The ones that I would sacrifice myself for. The ones that always wipe away my tears and be there for me to share my misery, my happiness and my anger. *sigh*
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I remembered the first time I enter his office. The happy smile that plastered on his face because he's finally able to own something on his own. He was very happy and proud of himself. I can never forget that smile. But within a few seconds, a decision, it can destroy your life forever. The power of one decision can change your life forever. If it's a good thing, it's okay to make that decision. But what if it's a bad one? Will you be able to reverse it? Will you be able to turn back the clock and correct your mistake?
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The moment he was born, I found myself sharing most of my days with. We have lots of things in common. He is one of the greatest things in my life. I'm wondering...will she be able to smile again? The questions is...do you think we are going to be together and close again? Even though we are separated thousands of kilometers away?
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That's my life...I'm born to witness myself losing all the important things. One by one slipping away...It's never easy to get them back. Sometimes, almost impossible.
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I remembered the first time I enter his office. The happy smile that plastered on his face because he's finally able to own something on his own. He was very happy and proud of himself. I can never forget that smile. But within a few seconds, a decision, it can destroy your life forever. The power of one decision can change your life forever. If it's a good thing, it's okay to make that decision. But what if it's a bad one? Will you be able to reverse it? Will you be able to turn back the clock and correct your mistake?
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The moment he was born, I found myself sharing most of my days with. We have lots of things in common. He is one of the greatest things in my life. I'm wondering...will she be able to smile again? The questions is...do you think we are going to be together and close again? Even though we are separated thousands of kilometers away?
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That's my life...I'm born to witness myself losing all the important things. One by one slipping away...It's never easy to get them back. Sometimes, almost impossible.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Life after exam...
I just finished my first test today. I think I'm gonna score badly for my Maths and Physics. I don't have the confidence to say I'll score A for both the subjects. I've been trying to maintain my Maths score to be 90% and above. I've been doing well except for once or twice when I got 88%. Hmmm...I wonder how will it be...Today we got back our Sejarah paper. But the teacher ask us to give it back coz there's a correction. Wong Boon Chun didn't get a very good mark. He went to Pn. Atiah to complain. He ended up coming back adding 13 marks! How incredible is that? He should be a lawyer since he is fluent in Malay both orally and writing. He ask the teacher about some 'kandungan' thingy as he wasn't satisfied why couldn't he get the correct answer. So he question teacher, [in Malay] "If the bottle is filled with sugar, do you say the content is sugar or diabetes?" Yea... it was something like that. He SHOULD become a lawyer. lol who am I to ask him wad to become?
Anyway...*silence* oh...I got some cds from Shelly. It's Yamada Taro Monogatari, Liar Game[I'm watching it again] and The Quiz Show 2. Sho is always amazing...He can be quit evil just with his eyes...It's scary. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....I don't know what to say anymore...I thought I have lots of things to write here but I end up squeezing my head for stuff to write about. Oh ya, I think I made up my mind. I'm gonna put November's Tears online with my LiveJournal account. Maybe I'll just print a copy for myself. LOL or anyone that wants it... Ashley is still pr-ing it. So it might take some time before I post it onl9. The cover, I'm still asking Shelly to do it even though I'm not publishing it. But I just want it as a memory. I like the story...I don't know why. It's not because I'm the one that wrote it but the story...arghhhhhhhhh I don't know.
I'm working on my next story. It's a fanfic. I'll also post that story on my LJ account. It's either called a 'A Love That Never Was' or 'A Love That May Have Happened' depending on the ending. It's about how this girl had a car accident in Japan. That person who knocked her happens to be a very famous celeb in Japan. She lost her memory due to losing too much blood. The celeb have to take care of her and bring her in to live with him and another 5 of his group's members. Yea...something like that. That's all for now...Bye :)
Anyway...*silence* oh...I got some cds from Shelly. It's Yamada Taro Monogatari, Liar Game[I'm watching it again] and The Quiz Show 2. Sho is always amazing...He can be quit evil just with his eyes...It's scary. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....I don't know what to say anymore...I thought I have lots of things to write here but I end up squeezing my head for stuff to write about. Oh ya, I think I made up my mind. I'm gonna put November's Tears online with my LiveJournal account. Maybe I'll just print a copy for myself. LOL or anyone that wants it... Ashley is still pr-ing it. So it might take some time before I post it onl9. The cover, I'm still asking Shelly to do it even though I'm not publishing it. But I just want it as a memory. I like the story...I don't know why. It's not because I'm the one that wrote it but the story...arghhhhhhhhh I don't know.
I'm working on my next story. It's a fanfic. I'll also post that story on my LJ account. It's either called a 'A Love That Never Was' or 'A Love That May Have Happened' depending on the ending. It's about how this girl had a car accident in Japan. That person who knocked her happens to be a very famous celeb in Japan. She lost her memory due to losing too much blood. The celeb have to take care of her and bring her in to live with him and another 5 of his group's members. Yea...something like that. That's all for now...Bye :)
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