Monday, May 31, 2010

31/05/2007

Today is a memorable day for someone. I've known him for almost 4 years now but lost contact about 2 years ago. It's actually more like blocking and deleting each other's e-mail address in MSN. Nevertheless, I shall not forget those times. It was actually one of my most happiest moments in my life. Without him, I wouldn't even be here typing. You can say he saved my life. Thank you very much. I realized my silliness of injuring myself just to get your attention. I don't think I'll ever do that again. :) Today is his birthday. I'm not sure whether it's real or not because many people(my friends) doubt his existence in reality. They think it's just a person that Carmen created online. But I don't think Carmen will do that 'cause he hurt me as in mentally a lot. So, yea...I thought I just wanna wish him a happy birthday. Don't worry, I've not talked about him with Carmen for a long time. I don't think so I'll ever fall in love with him again. I've made a promise to myself that I'll never fall in love again because it's just too painful for me to bear. Although I want to get married next time and have kids of my own. LOL How old am I to talk about love and marriage?? No matter what...I'll just wish him and blah off..

Happy Birthday, David.