Thursday, July 23, 2009

White roses...you can help me choose...


















Hey guy! again...mind telling me which one is nice??? the way of voting is the same as the previous post, 'Your choice...maybe not' Thanks for voting!!!

Your choice! or maybe not...







Hey guys! Can you help me choose some pictures? There are so many beautiful ones that I don't know which one to choose. These are Hybrid Tea Rose. Vote for the one you like by commenting this post. Exp: I vote for pic no 1. and your comments after that if you want to write any.

Sneak Peek...

HAHA Hey peeps! If everything goes well...I will put some sneak peeks here. LOL BUT, I wouldn't be online for these few days or maybe I'll just go online once or twice a week. Coz PMR is coming close...

Don't worry I'll try to update about the progress of the book. Currently, I'm still thinking about the front cover of the book and the fonts. I've finished my story. I asked a few friends of mine to help me out with that.

They a;; are very helpful and they thought a lot of ideas for me. THANK YOU!!! F.Y.I. My story is called NOVEMBER'S TEARS not NOVEMBER TEARS.

If you have anything you want to know or ask please reply to this post coz the chat box there very difficult to reply...especially one by one...You can leave short messages there. Thanks again! :)

Monday, July 20, 2009

Gosh! Money again $$$

I asked my father's friend about printing out my books. I went to his shop last Saturday. Then, he said he's not very sure about publishing stuff. Actually, I thought of self-publishing instead of sending it to a publishing company since it's so expensive. Look, Dorrance need about RM30 000. And then, a few days later, my father's friend called my mom again saying that he asked his friend and his friend say the publishing need about RM20 000-30 000. WHAT THE HECK!!! I didn't know publishing a book will be so expensive. MONEY!!! WHERE IN THE WORLD TO FIND THEM???

I thought maybe if it's too expensive, I'll just ask my father's friend to print out a few books for me and I'll just sell it to my friends. Maybe for about like RM 32.90??? LOL. But my father's friend's friend say it's not confirmed yet...I mean the amount I have to pay. My mum and I have to discuss with them...

I STILL HAVE TO DESIGN THE FRONT COVER!!! I'm out of idea. I thought of a picture like the one in the desktop, the autumn one... with a girl sitting on her legs except that her legs is a little spread out. So it turns out that she is not actually sitting on them. And then, she will be like clutching something to her chest and look up to the sky. Her back will be facing us.

Another design is, half side of a girl, covered with fish net veil and then tears rolling. She is holding a white rose, also clutching to her chest.

THIS ONE IS JOHN'S IDEA. He suggested that a girl crying with her tears enlarged and then a plane flying. I've thought of that long time before I finish writing the story.

So, which one should I use? Any idea?

Monday, July 13, 2009

Innocent picture of me!


haha here's and innocent picture of me... and guess what???I'm eating the delicious Takoyaki I've been talking about in my previous post!!! But, frankly speaking...the Takoyaki here is not as delicious as the one I ate in Mid Valley...*sigh* well, at least I get to eat it. :D

Come Back to Me...

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
When the rain falls, oh the rain falls
I don't want to be alone


Carmen told me about something that got to do with him...It is true what he said. We were both awkward and had nothing much to say.

I wish that I could Photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone


How do I wish I could go back to the past where we used to have so much jokes and laughter. Carmen advised me to forget about him but...forgetting the memories I love is like asking me to forget completely about anything that got to do with him or asking me to die.

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past


I regretted for telling you that. I'm so sorry. I didn't know that it will affect everyone around us. Maybe not everyone....but still...

Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me


You told me that you like frog porridge...You had that that morning we were having that conversation. You also told me that you hated broccoli and cauliflower. Months later you kept silent and everything is like we don't know each other. It's like our relationship have turned into something like you picked up the wallet that I dropped and pass it back to me. Then, you walk away. It's so short...the time...is that it?

And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think
'Cause you're the only one who's on my mind
I'll never let you leave me
I'll try to stop time forever, never wanna hear you say goodbye.


Have I regretted not hearing what my friends say? Saying that you're not worth it? I really never wanted you to say goodbye...It's so hard for me but it's so easy for you. Why?

Thanks for the memories...I've decided...that today will be the last time I write about you. Will I forget everything? How will the memories fade away? How can forget them? Will the memories go away one by one? The most important thing is...do I still have faith in love?

Friday, July 10, 2009

Come!!!

Hey everyone...to all of the Segarians(SKTS pupils of class 2006) please come to my school's Hari Keusahawanan. It's something like a Family Day. It's starting from 9 am(I think) until 2 pm. PLEASE COME!!! But you have to bring money to buy coupons. A book of coupon costs RM15.00. BUT you can't wear shorts and slippers. :D Hope I see you there! ^^

Thursday, July 2, 2009

I'm Back!

People...I'm back! haha I'm going back to school tomorrow...I wonder if that's a good thing...hmm...I never even touch Ms. Yap's homework. My mom ask me not to do. I wonder how am I going to tell Ms. Yap...haha...:D

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

R.I.P. Michael Jackson

R.I.P.
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEART
I respected Michael Jackson even though they are so many rumours about him. At first, when I heard about his death, I didn't feel anything. I just thought 'Oh, another singer just passed away.' But then I was wrong. He's not just any singer. He's a singer who's songs touched many people's lives and one of them is me. If it wasn't for his song, You're Not Alone, I wouldn't have known how to end November's Tears. It took me quite a long time to think but when I heard that song, ideas come flooding in. It's like that song is meant for that part of the story. I cried hearing that song. I read the newspapers about people saying about him. They say he is a man who has a kind-heart. Even though he is weird but he is very nice. He loves children. There's a reason behind why he did plastic surgery. And if you realize it, most of his songs are about love. He said when he was young, he didn't have a childhood life like other children. He was forced to practice and rehearse. It's a pity that you don't get to enjoy your life when you're young. I prefer him singing 'Beat It' and Fall Out Boy. No offense!

Thank you Michael Jackson. Thank you for your songs.