I went online today. It's been a long time since I last logged in into my MSN account. So, you know MSN normally have the updates below like who uploaded new pictures and stuff like that, I saw someone's name. A name that would immediately made me think that it's got something to do with him. Why? I thought I've forgotten all about it long time ago. For that one second, I really thought he updated his profile/went online. Then, I realised 'ahhh...I deleted him already. How is it possible for him to show up there.' I guess I still have very strong memories of him. Maybe...just maybe deep down in my heart I still long for him. I know it sounds stupid and I would never want to try it again but...I just don't know...Gosh I feel like crying now...Thanks to the song I'm listening to and all these stuffs...
Ahhh...why did you made me to feel it again? I've had enough...It's very cruel...though you didn't do it but...ahhh....memories shared between us...they are ineffable...If I had the power to change something in my past, would that be you?
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